The whispers turn to shoutingThe shouting turns to tearsYour tears turn into laughterAnd it takes away our fears
i'll be on the top just watching you Fall
Big sucker time in sch, sch hasnt been fun to me in any way at all these days. Couldnt catch up with wthell the tcher's talking is one thang, neglection is the other that makes up a big fat part of the reason that explains my first sentence. In addition i wasnt feeling well today. Mum insisited i go to sch since i arent having fever but hey im having sorethroat & flu. :S
Those who knw me well, everytime when i wasnt feeling well, my temper tend to be very bad, i get irritated over small things. I need more people's concerns & not just merely commented & asked how am i just for the sake of asking. I hate neglection, to the extreme & i doubt anyone willl love it. sch is supposed to be fun with your bestest & everything, right? everything changed gradually. I detest to see changes in people which will eventually affect me. Maybe you dont see that in you, but try being in my position.
I appear to be happy go lucky, i say whatever i want in the past. Now, i shutup if i'h gt no comments.
sent Gladys a text, felt so touched with her words, though its just sme common phrase, I'll be always thr for you, I love you! But at least i knw she's true with every of her words. Im nt trying to say anyone sounds fake in any way but i need true friends who can rly be my side when i needed smeone to talk to. Get this clear btw friends & good friends.
Im nt trying to sound pathetic here, cause i knw i will appear to be very Xiaomeimeizzzzz. But im trying to say how i rly felt. Im not trying to ruin any r/s with my friends here. But indirectly i hope to convey to them how i felt these days, everything that i kept deep down in my heart whether if they see this or not. At least, i tried.
i get so touched when i received Gladys's msg, i get so touched when Gary asked if im okay. i get so touched when Kenneth asked why am i weird today. Yes, i dropped my tears.
xoxo.
i'll be on the top just watching you Fall
Big sucker time in sch, sch hasnt been fun to me in any way at all these days. Couldnt catch up with wthell the tcher's talking is one thang, neglection is the other that makes up a big fat part of the reason that explains my first sentence. In addition i wasnt feeling well today. Mum insisited i go to sch since i arent having fever but hey im having sorethroat & flu. :S
Those who knw me well, everytime when i wasnt feeling well, my temper tend to be very bad, i get irritated over small things. I need more people's concerns & not just merely commented & asked how am i just for the sake of asking. I hate neglection, to the extreme & i doubt anyone willl love it. sch is supposed to be fun with your bestest & everything, right? everything changed gradually. I detest to see changes in people which will eventually affect me. Maybe you dont see that in you, but try being in my position.
I appear to be happy go lucky, i say whatever i want in the past. Now, i shutup if i'h gt no comments.
sent Gladys a text, felt so touched with her words, though its just sme common phrase, I'll be always thr for you, I love you! But at least i knw she's true with every of her words. Im nt trying to say anyone sounds fake in any way but i need true friends who can rly be my side when i needed smeone to talk to. Get this clear btw friends & good friends.
Im nt trying to sound pathetic here, cause i knw i will appear to be very Xiaomeimeizzzzz. But im trying to say how i rly felt. Im not trying to ruin any r/s with my friends here. But indirectly i hope to convey to them how i felt these days, everything that i kept deep down in my heart whether if they see this or not. At least, i tried.
i get so touched when i received Gladys's msg, i get so touched when Gary asked if im okay. i get so touched when Kenneth asked why am i weird today. Yes, i dropped my tears.
xoxo.
About me
Hello beautiful faces :D
Chenyanzhen/ CYZ, absolutely opposing twiitsszzxz, Lol.
beautiful 18 this year, adores little babies, and toodlers.
Schooling in Nanyang Poly!
Sunflowers, chocolates, toys, pressies.
